It has been a difficult year for me, I won’t lie. But I asked God, “You must have something for me to learn or make of this-show me.” You know, we whine and become unhappy about the littlest things, and yes, sometimes big things too, but maybe, just maybe, being happy isn’t our circumstances, maybe it’s more about our heart and what we cling to. Today I walked some pretty tough alleyways, saw those with real needs that make mine look pitiful, and I was ashamed, ashamed to be so, well, blessed. Usually wealth is something to flaunt- you know, “hey look at this!” And we all go “whoa” your (house, education, car, clothes, whatever) is so impressive. Today, as I stepped into a house about 7 x 8- (which was actually the better of most of the Tin homes with no flooring) I felt so honored to be welcomed that he would want ME in his house. HE was the rich man. So rich in happiness, in wisdom, and me so immature and spoiled. Some of you know I will be returning in December, to help Pastor Fred with the school here, but today I see that I need to take stock- to see wealth isn’t money, and apparently I could use a few lessons more at 51 because I don’t know half what I thought i did. But I’m teachable and I’m coming back to learn more. For the sake of the respect and privacy of the people’s lives today, I will not post in detail our experiences. If you would like to hear further, feel free to IM about our journey through the slums of Kibera today.
Change my heart O God
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I totally get it! I know that I have an abundant amount of blessings for which I am grateful. When things don’t go our way it is easy to be angry or ask why me. I have served with mission work and sometimes need to remind myself of that experience. It was a time of my life that I will NEVER forget. Becky, you both are very giving people, it’s just nice to be reminded of our blessings and not take them for granted. Enjoy my friend! I am loving walking through your footsteps through this wonderful thing we have called social media! Amazing!
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I am only able to do this because of you!!!! Thank you thank you!!!!❤❤❤❤
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I’m not sure why but this made me cry. You and Craig are such Godly and beautiful souls. Your giving and loving ways are so inspiring. Those kids have no idea how special you both are. And YES YOU ARE special… no arguing. You listened to Him when he spoke to your hearts and put you there. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t thank God for our paths crossing and bringing us close. I am wealthy in family, friends and love beyond measure and am blessed to call you both friends.
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You are blessing so many others by your journey and your thoughts. My devotional this morning was on this very subject. We all need to be more open to God’s tugging at our hearts and be willing to be used by Him. Thank you for your very practical example of desire for service. I am blessed to be your friend and can hardly wait for Keith and I to spend time with you guys when you get back!
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Aw! We love you guys! God throws things at all of us all the time. We just have to keep our ears perked up at whatever comes our way. For each of us it looks very different- you both have been such a blessing to us- thank you so so much for your friendship!
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